If ignorance is bliss, they always say cherish it. So maybe trusting some people should count as ignorance on my part. My thoughts on the subject right now are jumbled and totally hard to decipher and break apart.
Brooke Tessmacher: Sis, you know it's kind of sad. I won the battle royal at Wrestlemania to be crowned number one contender for MsChif's title and not once has my best friend texted me to congratulate me.
Kimberly Adams: It's probably just jealousy at the fact you are finally finding your niche and the jealousy that you're going to win that championship when you face MsChif.
Brooke Tessmacher: If she really was a friend she wouldn't be jealous. She would be happy for me and glad that I'm getting an opportunity.
Brooke gives a thoughtful look at her sister sitting across from her; Kimberly is looking through the Ruby Tuesday menu trying to figure out what she wants to get while Brooke is contemplating the direction events around her are going which has pretty much made her loose her appetite
Brooke Tessmacher: I'm not worried about the whole situation, but this whole situation disgusts me if she wants to be this way that's fine. I'm not going to worry about Kelly's issues, I am more worried about my match with MsChif I won't deny I respect her.
Kimberly Adams: I don't blame you for not trying to figure out what is wrong with Kelly. She has always been an asshole and never figure out why you hung out with her you're better then that.
Brooke Tessmacher: At that point I was struggling to feel accepted and ended up getting accepted by the wrong people.... I was broken then, but I'm going to start looking out for myself and not be taken for granted or even manipulated anymore, I'm tired of being the weakest link and being played be people I thought cared about me.
Kimberly Adams: I feel you on that, but you shouldn't become so full of anger because of her, you should use that to set a fire in you to become a better person. A person better then Kelly has or ever will be at any point in her life.
Brooke Tessmacher: S'ppose you're right? If I can't trust someone whom I thought was my best friend then who can I trust in the EBWF? I'm tired of trying to please people who don't care what happens to me. I'm reminded of some Alice in Chains lyrics that I think can go for this whole situation.
Hollow as a mountain all tunneled and drilled below
Hollow as a mountain crowned with a cold
Hollow as a mountain all tunneled and drilled below
Hollow as a mountain crowned with a cold, blue sky
Maybe it's time for me to become Hollow? Sometimes you truly have to change who you are to become better then you were. I want to make my own name for myself and the best way to do that is when I take on MsChif is none other then but to win. I don't need to be distracted by all that other bullshit being associated with Kelly brings.
Kimberly Adams: You're better then this Brooke.... I can understand you being upset who wouldn't be you had one of the biggest moments in your career and someone you thought was your best friend treats you this way but instead of turning so dang hollow why don't you learn to pick your friends better, I mean for example I never seen you as happy as when you were hanging out with Cena, what happened to that?
Brooke Tessmacher: Cena, he has more pressing things to worry about then me which doesn't really surprise me he is one of the marquee names in EBWF. I'm not going to feel guilty about the time I have spent with him because it was fun, but I feel maybe I should keep my distance; I don't want him to feel like I'm smothering him or even just trying to use him because I'm not. *sigh* He's one of the few people in the past few months who has treated me like a human and I owe him for that and maybe why it would be best for me to distance myself for his benefit.
Kimberly kind of just sits there at the table; she looks at the features on her once beautiful sister but now the seem so much more rough and rugged which just completely blows her mind. As far as she can remember her older sister was the main one who always had it together especially after growing up with the fact their dad and brother were drug addicts and they had to live in car with their mother before moving to Texas from St. Louis to start anew with their mom. It was only just recently Brooke returned to St. Louis to live and take up residence despite all those events Brooke had always been one of the toughest people she knew and never really cared what other thought but lately this Brooke before Kimberly's eyes was not a Brooke she was at all familiar with.
Sunday, April 7, 2013
Sunday, March 31, 2013
The Evolution of Brooke Tessmacher
The Met-Life arena is going crazy as all the stage hands are rushing in an attempt to get all the last minute preparations done before Wrestlemania goes on live. As for Brooke, she is sitting on one of the unused crates lost in thought and not even paying attention to the events that transpire around here. Brooke not even paying attention doesn't here EBWF Legend Lacey come up to here in the midst of the chaos.
Lacey: You're never going to make an impact in the EBWF if you don't do more to prepare yourself for your matches besides sit here in solitude.
Brooke Tessmacher: I'm just trying to stay out of everyone's way as they prepare for the biggest event of the year.
Lacey: You're not trying to stay out of anyone's way. You're worried about what everyone thinks of you so you're hiding so you don't have to feel their hate or even their jealous glares.
Brooke Tessmacher: So what if I am? I'm not hurting anyone.
Lacey: The problem is you don't even realize the potential you possess, for your too busy worrying about pleasing people and not worried about achieving success; my success didn't come because I worried about what people thought of me it came because every night I went out there and kicked butt.
Brooke Tessmacher: You maybe right about my potential but how do I execute it when most of the people I am wrestling against are better then me?
Lacey: You're the only one who believes that. I may not have been in EBWF in years, but I have been following and one thing I've noticed is unlike all the other girls is that you have an uncanny ability to just click with the fans now you just got to believe in yourself.
Brooke Tessmacher: Say you are right, what do you suggest I do?
Lacey: Kick some ass and take some names.
Brooke Tessmacher: I kind of like that idea hiding in the dark isn't going to get me noticed. If I want their respect I'm going to have to go out their and earn it. But that's not the point I got a battle royal that states if I win I get a shot at whomever the champion maybe after Wrestlemania. Granted, if you're not in wrestling to win titles you're in the wrong business and I definitely want to win that women's championship.
Brooke pauses and looks at Lacey who is standing in front of her with her arms crossed grinning knowing full and well that Brooke is finally getting that piece of the puzzle that has been missing for so long "CONFIDENCE" which is really something that can't be taught it has to be found and Brooke has finally found it.
Brooke Tessmacher: I'm tired of being overlooked by everyone... You ask me Wrestlemania is as good as any night to start a fire; from this night on things are going to be different. I'm not going to hesitate to go out on the biggest stage of them all and cement myself as one of the top women in this promotion, and the rest of the women who don't think to view me as a threat can pucker up and kiss my ass, believe that. I'm tired of being at the bottom of the ladder and nothing changing. Tonight, I guess I'm just going to tip the proverbial ladder over and through everyone in this battle royal off and then climb up the proverbial metaphorical ladder and seize my spot to face whoever the champion will be after Wrestlemania.
Lacey: I love that intensity that you're showing that has been something you have been missing from the beginning and as long as you keep it you will be going far.
Brooke Tessmacher: This is my evolution, screw what you knew.... Girls, I hope you're ready because your dreams and aspiration of moving past that battle royal end with me winning. I'm stronger then all of you think and it's about dang time you find out what I Brooke Effin' Tessmacher is made of at Wrestlemania.
Lacey looks at Brooke knowing that the girl who she was talking to at the beginning and the one now are two different people. The original Brooke had gotten so apathetic towards where her career was going and started leaning more towards pleasing others that she had forgotten how to be happy with herself and who she is which is exactly what Lacey awoken her too. Lacey, smiles and walks away knowing her job before fading into obscurity once more is done and that's wreak havoc and helped someone become that much better.
Lacey: You're never going to make an impact in the EBWF if you don't do more to prepare yourself for your matches besides sit here in solitude.
Brooke Tessmacher: I'm just trying to stay out of everyone's way as they prepare for the biggest event of the year.
Lacey: You're not trying to stay out of anyone's way. You're worried about what everyone thinks of you so you're hiding so you don't have to feel their hate or even their jealous glares.
Brooke Tessmacher: So what if I am? I'm not hurting anyone.
Lacey: The problem is you don't even realize the potential you possess, for your too busy worrying about pleasing people and not worried about achieving success; my success didn't come because I worried about what people thought of me it came because every night I went out there and kicked butt.
Brooke Tessmacher: You maybe right about my potential but how do I execute it when most of the people I am wrestling against are better then me?
Lacey: You're the only one who believes that. I may not have been in EBWF in years, but I have been following and one thing I've noticed is unlike all the other girls is that you have an uncanny ability to just click with the fans now you just got to believe in yourself.
Brooke Tessmacher: Say you are right, what do you suggest I do?
Lacey: Kick some ass and take some names.
Brooke Tessmacher: I kind of like that idea hiding in the dark isn't going to get me noticed. If I want their respect I'm going to have to go out their and earn it. But that's not the point I got a battle royal that states if I win I get a shot at whomever the champion maybe after Wrestlemania. Granted, if you're not in wrestling to win titles you're in the wrong business and I definitely want to win that women's championship.
Brooke pauses and looks at Lacey who is standing in front of her with her arms crossed grinning knowing full and well that Brooke is finally getting that piece of the puzzle that has been missing for so long "CONFIDENCE" which is really something that can't be taught it has to be found and Brooke has finally found it.
Brooke Tessmacher: I'm tired of being overlooked by everyone... You ask me Wrestlemania is as good as any night to start a fire; from this night on things are going to be different. I'm not going to hesitate to go out on the biggest stage of them all and cement myself as one of the top women in this promotion, and the rest of the women who don't think to view me as a threat can pucker up and kiss my ass, believe that. I'm tired of being at the bottom of the ladder and nothing changing. Tonight, I guess I'm just going to tip the proverbial ladder over and through everyone in this battle royal off and then climb up the proverbial metaphorical ladder and seize my spot to face whoever the champion will be after Wrestlemania.
Lacey: I love that intensity that you're showing that has been something you have been missing from the beginning and as long as you keep it you will be going far.
Brooke Tessmacher: This is my evolution, screw what you knew.... Girls, I hope you're ready because your dreams and aspiration of moving past that battle royal end with me winning. I'm stronger then all of you think and it's about dang time you find out what I Brooke Effin' Tessmacher is made of at Wrestlemania.
Lacey looks at Brooke knowing that the girl who she was talking to at the beginning and the one now are two different people. The original Brooke had gotten so apathetic towards where her career was going and started leaning more towards pleasing others that she had forgotten how to be happy with herself and who she is which is exactly what Lacey awoken her too. Lacey, smiles and walks away knowing her job before fading into obscurity once more is done and that's wreak havoc and helped someone become that much better.
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